Kyle MacLachlan auditioned to play âGreyâs Anatomyââs Dr. Derek Shepherd before landing âDesperate Housewivesâ role
Kyle MacLachlan auditioned to play âGreyâs Anatomyââs Dr. Derek Shepherd before landing âDesperate Housewivesâ role

Shania RussellMon, October 12, 2026 at 12:30 PM UTC
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Kyle MacLachlan; Patrick Dempsey as Derek Shepherd on âGreyâs AnatomyâCredit: Kelsey McNeal/Disney;Roy Rochlin/GettyâWe canât all be the dreamy type,â the âTwin Peaksâ alum wrote in his âFictional Selvesâ memoir.Key Points -
Kyle MacLachlan detailed his failed attempt to land the role of McDreamy in his new memoir, Fictional Selves.
The actor wrote that he auditioned for Greyâs Anatomy just a few years before he landed a role on Desperate Housewives.
âIâd like to be the romantic lead, the heart-throb, but I donât quite know how to do that,â the Twin Peaks alum admitted.
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Kyle MacLachlan is offering a candid look back on a role that he didnât land â and now realizes wasnât a good match to begin with. In his newly published memoir Fictional Selves, MacLachlan shares that before he landed the gig on Desperate Housewives, he auditioned to stride through the halls of Seattle Grace Hospital as a certain charismatic neurosurgeon.
But in the end, the idea of playing a romantic lead just didnât feel right.
âIt is 2004, and I am back in L.A., auditioning for a new ABC hospital show, this one set in the Seattle area,â the 67-year-old recounted in his book. âThe part Iâm reading for, Dr. Derek Shepherd, is in my general wheelhouse. I know this kind of guy. I can be this kind of guy.â

Patrick Dempsey as McDreamy on âGreyâs AnatomyâCredit: Kelsey McNeal/Disney General Entertainment Content via Getty
But, MacLachlan went on to note that the âMcDreamyâ of it all took him way out of his comfort zone.
âI donât know if I have the requisite smolder appeal to get cast as this kind of guy,â the Twin Peaks alum recalled thinking. Adding to his apprehension was the fact that, from his very first appearance, Greyâs Anatomyâs Dr. Shepherd is made out to be a romantic lead.
The pilot episode opens with him waking up on the floor after a one night stand with Ellen Pompeoâs Meredith Grey. They flirt through an awkward morning interaction only to head into the hospital and discover that theyâll be working together⊠with Dr. Shepherd as her new boss.
MacLachlan wrote that though the audition went âpretty well,â he knew that it wasnât a perfect fit.
âI sense they want something more for this guy,â he wrote. âSomething dreamier. And thatâs just never been in my comfort zone.â
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He continued, âIâd like to be the romantic lead, the heart-throb, but I donât quite know how to do that. That thing. I believe itâs a quality a person is born with; it might not be written in the character, but when the actor or actress has it, they become an object of desire for the audience.â
In the end, the role went to Patrick Dempsey, who spent 11 seasons as the charming (and arrogant) Dr. Derek Shepherd. As for MacLachlan, he would land a meaty TV role of his own just two years later as the emotionally manipulative Orson Hodge on Desperate Housewives. Entering the story as a mysterious and eccentric figure, Orson had his own kind of charm. No one would describe him as âdreamy,â and in fact, he had a malicious streak as one of the storyâs major antagonists. But thereâs no denying that he became a subject of fascination for viewers of the soap.

Marcia Cross and Kyle MacLachlan on âDesperate HousewivesâCredit: Danny Feld/Disney General Entertainment Content via Getty
And if you ask MacLachlan, he was much better suited to play the sometimes frightening, sometimes charming Hodge rather than the dreamy doctor.
âI always feel that if I were to try to project that, Iâd get laughed out of the room,â MacLachlan wrote of McDreamyâs particular allure. âIâve got no problem believing Iâm a malicious character, even a cartoonish one, but something about the smoldering type is beyond me. A certain kind of confidence is required to be that person, and I just donât have it.â
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He then acknowledged that Dempsey was the one to snag the role on Greyâs Anatomy, which remains âon the air an astonishing twenty years later.â
MacLachlan concluded, âLook, I tried. We canât all be the dreamy type. But the friendly new neighbor who maybe murdered his wife? Yep, thatâs me.â
Fictional Selves is out now.
on Entertainment Weekly
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